the advise i get from every source of information is to stay away from places where you can get booze and don't hang out with friends who are likely to drink. which is - honestly - 99% of my friends. given that fact i denied already my first plans for hanging out today evening and the weekend. my plan is to lock myself inside my apartment and try to focus on some work i want to finish and a book i am reading at the moment. i also signed up for a trial class in tae kwon do for this saturday morning which gives me even more an excuse to stay in and get up early. fresh, without a hangover, able to join the class.
i am afraid of this weekend and the next weekends and all days to come. i am afraid of loosing every social contact i have, loosing friends and become the boring girl which stays in every night. that girl i talked bad about while i still went out to bars and parties, drinking, having fun.
but i also know in my case this is the only way.
it's thursday - a night i normally go out for a drink. my workplace is having a get-together at a bar close to the agency later. i have to stay strong..
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